Good Friday

I do not want to need the cross, but I do. I do not want to say, go ahead, die for me, I need it — but I have to. I do need it. I want to be able to step into the scene, in between Jesus and his accusers, and say, Stop! This has … More Good Friday

One-Twelfth Judas

I am a disciple of Jesus Christ. I try to be, anyway. I try to follow him closely and pay attention, like the twelve disciples. But, like the twelve disciples, I am one-twelfth Judas. Most days are good. I mean, I might mess up, be impulsive like Peter, doubting like Thomas, fearful like all of … More One-Twelfth Judas

Old Enough

When my oldest son was about five, I tried to read the crucifixion story to him from his cartoon-illustrated Children’s Bible. We made it part of the way through, then he stopped me, saying, “Mommy, I don’t think I’m old enough for this.” I get it, completely. I don’t think I’m old enough for this, … More Old Enough

Rain

Drops of water rolled down my cheek. It felt exactly like crying, but with no agony of soul, no taste of salt. I was walking in the rain. I have cried enough in my life to know just what that feels like, tears rolling down my cheeks. The feeling was exactly the same, only they … More Rain

Idols Rise Up

Idols rise up, immediately. Immediately, idols rise up. Sunday School taught me, years ago, not to worship golden calves. I am a good person. I have never worshiped a golden calf. I have never knelt down, raised my eyes to a static, burnished image of a farm animal and said to it, “You are my … More Idols Rise Up

I Am Joseph

I am Joseph, I keep watch and guard this rugged cave, soon to see the mystery the Holy Spirit gave. Through dark hours, I stay strong and hold my trembling wife, far away from home while giving birth to a new life. Now in quiet, I stand close and gaze in reverent awe, viewing with astonished … More I Am Joseph

People Need God

People need God, trees need the sunshine, babies need holding, flowers need rain; children need love, sins need forgiving, lives need God’s blessing to start again. Small ones need care, lost ones need finding, least need uplifting close to the light; scared ones need strength, hurt ones need healing, grace for the journey, peace in … More People Need God